ok, i really feel like this is the onyl palce i can talk now. I always use to chat on the No doubt forum, not to talk about no doubt just random stuff, like ranting and getting advice. I have over 4000 posts and it was really good, until all of a sudden Grace has decided it's cool and started constantly posting/looking on it. Now i feel like i cant say anything without her seeing adn tellinge veryone or butting into a convo im having with someone else saying 'OOOO yeaaaa, i know wat ya mean em k'ssssss. like you remember wat happened @ school?!?!?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!.
Lil G
gah, it's so annoying, it kind of feels like she's taking a new toy or something? if that makes any sense. At school she talks about it aswell. THe whole point i joined the forum is because i dont know the people and i felt i could start over new, and i could tell them things without them judging. Now with grace there it's all gone because it's part of my 'real' life...
And, to be totally honest. I started scratching myself again, i stooped for ages but then stupid friend stuff got on top of me and i couldnt exactly burst out ini tears in lesson, so i kind of jsut did that to take my mind off it. Once i started again it's really hard to stop.
Loads of my friends have also started getting really intersted in having parties and getting it on with the other sex. i dont know why it changed so suddenly but i dont feel like im on the same wavelength as them. For example holly and nic were never that intersted and now nic spends most of her time making out with pete or whoever it is at the time. Emily spends most of her time with steve making out and 'more' which she hasnt told me aobut and is making a massive deal of. Then decided to blame me for rumours that were going around about them when i promised i wouldnt say anything. i think it's all been sorted now(it was grace m) but i'm pissed that emily would jump to conclusion so wuick that it must have been me.
I know i may talk aobut a boy being nice every now and then, but everyone's gone sex and party mad (not that our parties are ever that intersting) . I walked out of the last one cos Matt was a fucktard and started calling me fat etc (im 110 pounds) so i slapped him and left at 10ish.
I#ve got my GCSE's soon, and french next week :O i havent done any revision yet as i keep getting distracted, so im beginning to panic about them.
Anyway, talk soon :)
Lil G
gah, it's so annoying, it kind of feels like she's taking a new toy or something? if that makes any sense. At school she talks about it aswell. THe whole point i joined the forum is because i dont know the people and i felt i could start over new, and i could tell them things without them judging. Now with grace there it's all gone because it's part of my 'real' life...
And, to be totally honest. I started scratching myself again, i stooped for ages but then stupid friend stuff got on top of me and i couldnt exactly burst out ini tears in lesson, so i kind of jsut did that to take my mind off it. Once i started again it's really hard to stop.
Loads of my friends have also started getting really intersted in having parties and getting it on with the other sex. i dont know why it changed so suddenly but i dont feel like im on the same wavelength as them. For example holly and nic were never that intersted and now nic spends most of her time making out with pete or whoever it is at the time. Emily spends most of her time with steve making out and 'more' which she hasnt told me aobut and is making a massive deal of. Then decided to blame me for rumours that were going around about them when i promised i wouldnt say anything. i think it's all been sorted now(it was grace m) but i'm pissed that emily would jump to conclusion so wuick that it must have been me.
I know i may talk aobut a boy being nice every now and then, but everyone's gone sex and party mad (not that our parties are ever that intersting) . I walked out of the last one cos Matt was a fucktard and started calling me fat etc (im 110 pounds) so i slapped him and left at 10ish.
I#ve got my GCSE's soon, and french next week :O i havent done any revision yet as i keep getting distracted, so im beginning to panic about them.
Anyway, talk soon :)
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