i'm back :O

well my internet completly went for like a month. im not gonna lie and say that's why i haven't posted. it came about a week ago i jsut haven't bothered to post. (told you i was no good at keeping a diary :P )

So...what to write about...
to start with emily and most of my other friends at school are pissing me off, but mainly Emily. i can't wait to leave and make friends who will be proper friends andnot bother with all this annoying high school stuff where people talk behind other's backs just to get along with whoever they're talking to. or say i'm going to do frech homework when they are actually going to hang out with someone. WHY CAN'T THEY JUST SAY I'M GOING TO HANG OUT WITH BLAHDIBLAH, I'M NOT GOING TO STOP YOU!!!!
Grrrrrrr....

and i hate it when someone's your best friend one minute (like emly, she keeps going 'you're my bestest friend emma, we'll be best friends for life' and then she completly ignores me the next class. wtf is up with that???)

Also you know rob? who i spoke about in one of the other psots. grace and margaret etc are spending ages talking shite about him constantly just cos he fancied grace and tried to hug her. So what, if grace is going to get annoyed at anyone who fancies her shes gonna be alone all her life.

it seems those people who i use to consider my closest friends are jsut getting on my nerves, these are girl friends. Hanging out with the boys is become alot more fun, they dont bitch. There is friends like holly, nic and grace m. Those kind of friend who i've never been really close to are becoming really fun. i'm drifting away from emily and grace now. i was planning on going to farnborough 6th form and neither of them were( which i was secretly glad about) now they're planning on going there too. :( i'll have to be with them for another 2 years...