you know, it helps just as much for me to sit and think about what to write here tahn actually writing it. i have so many little posts stored in the back of my head...

Well it was my birthday on friday, it turned out quite good. I didnt get excited about it like i usually do, i think it's cause i didnt ahve a part or anything like that planned. Turned out most of my firends didnt give a shit, they completly forgot and it took grace to point out the badge i was wearing before they remembered. But other than them it was great. My parents got me a digi camera which im totally in love with :P it's bright red, and does loads of funky tricks. Neil got me a photo printer so i can print the piccies off. In his card there was a lottery ticket, a lighter, a cigarette and two condoms hehe. He rocks :). T'was also great that he came back from uni for the weekend(and fri - he came home late thursday). Other people at school also made it fun. In my business studies class is all the popular/annoying kids. Emily has gone to Nepal so she wasnt in it. But they all noticed it was my bday like straight away and all through the lesson they were singing happy birthday and messing around. They also gave me pressies( ok... they were only pens and stuff lol, but it's the thought that counts)

OOO, and gwens first single was released yesterday. it's called WIND IT UP. i'm not sure how to explain it, it's so different and weird. it's either gonna be a big hit or a big flop, not sure which but the song is definetly growing on me. A clip of sweet escape (also name of album) the second single also leaked and i love it : )

I went to a party last night. it was the first kinda proper one i've been to with loads of alcohol and all. I didn't drink any cos i never saw the point but i do now. everyone else was normal to start with but within a couple of hours they were all really outgoing and happy. People who never reallyknew each other before were hugging and getting close. Boys kept trying to get closer to me etc and i pushed them away at first. but i started to feel left out after a while cos everyone else was 'with someone' so i started to let them. i didnt do anything just hugged and sat on their lap etc. but i really regret it now. If i'd have gotten drunk/tipsy i'm sure it would've been more fun. : (

I've been feeling down for a bit anyway, not for any real reason. i getting really depressing thoughts about what's the point of life, we're all gonna die anyway? God, that makes me sound all emo-ish. I read some old posts on my bebo thingy which made me feel ever so slightly better but not much:



1. What's your name?2. Are we close?3. What do you think of me?4. Would you ever hang around with me?5. Would you miss me if i moved schools?6. Am i one of your best friends?7. Describe me in three words?8. If you had me for 30 Minutes what would you do?9. What was your first impression of me?10. Do you still think the same?11. What reminds you of me?12. If you could give me anything what would it be?13. How well do you know me?14. What do you like best about me?15. Ever wanted to tell me something you couldn't?16. Give me a nickname and explain why?17. Are you going to put this in your blog and see what i say about you?18. Anything to say before you go?

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Emily Davies said...
78 days ago

1. Emily2. Yep, i think so3. You are a great friend, you are hyper, you are very smart and you have the randomness giene (sp?).4. NEVER!!!! YOU CAN'T MAKE ME!!!! lol am jus kidding, of course i would5. I would stuff u in my closet to make sure you can't change schools ^_^6. YEP!!! you are the bestest of the bestestest7. Hyper, smart, and a great mate8. Talk to you about the fun times and the random times.9. Shy, friendly and funny10. Shy on the phone yes, friendly yep, n funny yep ^_^11. No Doubt that NO DOUBT remind me of you lol12. VIP tickets to NO DOUBT's next tour and an after show party pass13. Really well14. That your always there for me when i need you most15. Yep16. Just Emma K, cos its the best one for you.17. I already have18. Yep, Emma K you rock n don't ever stop being great. ^_^
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Nicola Sheppey said...
74 days ago

1. Nicola Emma Sheppey 2. I would say so!3. Miss genius 4. Course!5. Probs yah6. Yep you're a good mate7. Not Quite Sane 8. TORTURE YOU MUAHAHAHAHAHAAA lol 9. how am i meant to remember that? i met you when i was like 4!!10. who knows!11. erm sausage rolls. purely coz in year 7, every breaktime we'd buy a sausage roll and a lil carton of cola flavoured water! remember that?12. not entirely sure...13. very well 14. you're kind and helpful and you always laugh at my jokes! lol 15. probably but i can't remember 16. mafn! lloif mafn! hahaha17. it's already there so you better do it! lol 18. who likes short shorts... tum te tum... we like short shorts... huh? oh yeah! errr bye!

They both said we were close and they knew me well, but they don't. There's so much they dont know about me, or anyone knows.

And i've jsut realised, i haven't mentioned No doubt on this blog yet :O If you didnt notice from that thing above, i'm ND mad. I love their music cos it actually means something. Gwen writes about what shes feeling and it's totally honest so you can really relate to it. (The actual music is also fucking awesome!)
i'm kinda half bummed out and half mega excited. Gwen has just announced that she'll be releasing a new album and doing a world tour which means coming here to england. I've never seen any of no doubt and i really want to. The only thing is gwen doing a worls tour means No doubt is on hold even longer at least another couple of years :( For some reason i'm scared that Gwens next solo album will be crap. i dont know why, but she just seems to be turning more Gangsta/hip-hop which i hate. I'm hoping the album will be the gwen i already know and love, if that makes sense.

Anyway, go to go for dinner :P